I'm really sorry that it's been so long. Jake and I broke up. It's a REALLY long story. I miss him so much. Okay, it went like this.
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It was in March. My parents finally called, and said they wanted me to come home. I refused, cause they had ignored my existence for God knows how long. They did NOT like that. SO, they called the cops and reported me as missing. The cops traced their call, came and picked me and Alex up, and deposited us with my family.
My parents learned about Jake when the police checked into who we were living with. I guess I understand that they would be concerned. I mean, their 16 year old daughter was living with a 19 year old boy. Never good in parental opinions. So, we fought about it until late March. I was totally grounded. I got sick of it, so I finally agreed to break up with him, but I wanted to see him when I did it. But, NO, they made me call him over the phone and do it. I cried the entire time.
A few days later, I texted him, and you know what? He told me to move on. He told me to date someone else. He told me to basically go away and live without him. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THAT?????? I love him so much. I mean, how do you live with out someone that you lived WITH???
I feel kinda horrible, but I have a crush on this guy that goes to school with me. I've talked to him before, not much, but enough. He's asked me out before, and likes me too. I guess I'm afraid to date people now that my parents are freaks. His name is Michael. Dreamy. :)
I still love Jake, don't get me wrong. It's so hard though, cause I like Michael. I'm starting to love Michael too. Maybe I SHOULD move on. But I really don't want to. And Jake, when you read this, I want you to know I love you unconditionally, and always have, and always will.
The scary thing is? I don't age. So I'm gonna be stuck with them. Though, legally, when I've "lived" a total of 18 years, I'm free. So, that's a bright spot.
